Day 2

So I started today proper proper with a lovely bowl of fruit and it's been a great day so far.

I forgot how good this diet made me feel straight away. It's not even just physically. Honestly I am crashing after only two days without sugar and I am just so tired and stuff that it would be great to quit but mentally the way I feel is worth it all ready. I am looking forward to my weigh in next monday. Looking forward. Happy, excited, all the other adjectives to describe something that is good and imminent.

I cannot wait to step on the scales and see the results. I cannot wait to tell my boyfriend and see his happy face. And it is the best feeling in the world knowing I'll step on and see a difference. It might be a pound or two or it might be more but I know for certain I will be a little lighter and thats all that matters.

The main thing I find with this diet and the most important thing is that I  suddenly and inexplicably have iron will power. The exact same thing happened the last time and lasted until my little mental breakdown which I feel is less likely to happen this time. Hopefully. It is mainly, I think, because my body is getting the good stuff it needs and I also am not feeling like I am missing out on anything. Except the sugar of course. 

I'm not going to lie, things, like the cookies in the lunch room, still look good, however I just know it's not worth it. Not worth starting my sugar detox all over again. Not worth seeing another pound on that scale.

Today I feel like I can conquer anything. I feel like you could put a mountain of chocolate caramel covered pancakes and tell me I could eat the whole lot and I'd just say no, thanks I'll stick with my fruit!

So all is good in my world today!

Until tomorrow!