So I missed yesterday, I guess technically I've messed up my NYR's already however, they are supposed to motivate me not harm me so I missed a day but it's ok!I will miss more!It's life, all I can do is my best on the days that I can.
So I just finished four 10 hour shifts and I'm so tired. Four ten hour shifts with toddlers. I am so tired. I am looking forward to reaquainting myself with the bottom of a wine bottle. I'm particualrly bad for not counting alcohol calories but to be perfectly honest I don't care about the calories in it. I spend my life counting calories, worrying about every morsel I put in my mouth, feeling guilty about anything extra that slips in and I am not a big drinker. I drink maybe once every two weeks and when I do I just don't care about the calories. It is the only thing I allow myself guiltfree. I know people have ideas about this but thats their personal opinion and this is mine. I am looking forward to letting loose this evening. Letting loose and binge watching "The Good Wife". Somebody stop me.
Anyway the last two days were fine. Im going for a walk now. I didn't get any exercise yesterday and I'm not over the moon about that but its cool. I was on my feet so much this week I feel like it will be ok!
Two days complete in my diray.
two more days down.
I'm getting batteries for my scales tomorrow so then it will be D-Day. We'll see if I am actually doing well!!
http://www.myfitnesspal.com/food/diary/queasy
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